There is no direct road for this journey; sky is the limit then. Today when I am writing this post, the countdown has begun, next Thursday I am flying to United States. I don’t know how this last week is going to be nor have I planned anything yet. It seems to be busy and anxious, just like one last month.
The last month, June, was very random, unpredictable and changing. First, I met a girl at a time when I was about to leave the capital after a week or two. We didn’t have great time to know more about each other, get close to each other and share some quality moments. No worries, though. God must have planned an awesome feast for me, waiting somewhere around in this world. Second, officially, 8th was my last working day with Ericsson, however, farewell and get together parties were on highs from last one week. The good part: I was enjoying the fiesta time with my mates and friends; the sad part: it is not going to repeat for a long time now. A day out with friends at Connaught Place, time spent with college mate at a beer bar in Janakpuri, visiting friends, kicking back to under-grad campus and the heart touching, farewell treat & gift from office lunch group - one I am going to miss alot. Third, I had to leave the place that was like second home to me. I had been in Gurgaon for last 7 years and I loved the place, the traffic chaos, the people, the shops and malls, the night life and everything. It was really painful to leave behind this city after such a long period. So finally I was home now. Home sweet home, but you know the month of June. It had to be different this time. Dad had already made arrangements to sell my car – the one that I loved to drive and that was always with me whenever I was alone. Next started the preparation of lists for shopping, purchasing, packing and blah blah. Shopping is awesome, I enjoy it. But it was not clothing, footwear, apparels, books or gifts this time, instead, medicines, kitchenware, food items, luggage bags, sheets & pillows etc etc. Past month, there wasn’t a single day when I didn’t go out to market place. Oh yes, alongside I had to execute the list of visiting relatives, and I loved it. It was really glad and jolly to see kids, cousins, uncle, and aunt after a long time. No no, I didn’t want to mention, however, it is my sheer desire to include an important part that made the month more chaotic – online courses to be completed before joining the campus. It has all started again – assignments, courses, scores.
I am going to join a grad school next week and I know it is going to be a tough ride, very hectic and stressful. Although I like such rides, now I want to relax, to be patient and to embrace each and every moment with my family, friends and place. Now when all seems set & prepped and lists have narrowed down to bottom, while in middle of courses, I am planning to change the course of starting July with no anxiety, worries and stress. I know I won’t get such moments, days and week again in my life. With July rolling over, this last week on homeland, I am going to have fun and hang out with school friends, collect great moments with my family, finish the courses (only if it is comfortable, w/o any stress), eat a lot - I won’t get this food for a long time now, visit office at Gurgaon to meet my lunch group & enjoy the last moments in the city before setting out to Airport.
That’s all for now, but I know there must be more to do and add on. I am more excited to move on now to a new life across borders at St. Louis, USA. Yeah!!